My son Atharv

Hello Atharv!

How are you doing my dear son? You know I love you a lot and miss you very much. It has been two days since I have seen you.. You are resting in a place where no one can disturb you.

You know that there are journeys which one has to take someday in life. Many people, even if they are big enough, are afraid of taking such journeys. I am proud of you my son that you have taken this journey at a very young age and that too all alone. You are a warrior my son. If you would have been alive, you would have taken life as well by its horns... I have seen that strength and courage in you. The way you were bearing the pain without any expression of it on your little face, I know you were special. A little tough guy.

You know Atharv, it is very hard to let go your memories so easily as life is forcing us to. You will be in my memories forever my son. Life is actually very cruel. It is very difficult to move on than people think so. The bond I have shared with you is only between you and me. I have given you love of whole life in these one and a half years. It is not easy for me to let go these memories.

People say that you have to move forward for your other child but how do we move without you? I sometimes feel incomplete without you. There are many moments when I am trying to divert my mind and suddenly you come in my mind. This pain is going to stay with me....